Thank you for the prompt reply. I just found out your church information from Spiritlessons.com where they talk about the Baptized by Fire book. From the little I read, it is incredibly amazing and wonderful all the revelations that some individuals were willing to share. Thank you (the church) so very much because they are very very encouraging, precious, and meaningful. 
 
My current location in Minneapolis, MN - USA. I am a 30 year-old, single woman and have fallen away from my faith or first love with the Lord Jesus Christ this year from since March 2006 when the Lord came in my life and found me. It is apostasy. I have sorrow for being fallen away from God and also have the desire to come back but cannot seem to and feels like I am just falling away further and further.

Something bad happen back in May 2009 - a spiritual shifting in my walk that I cannot seem to get out of this spiritual pit. There is some evil spirits that came inside of me because I opened the door through unbelief and my weak/poor personality, causing me to almost to die, but by the Lord"s rich, abundant grace and mercy, my physical body has been recovering. Though, my spirit has become more and more worldly, lukewarm, and my lifestyle unholy/ungodly.
 
During this time, my urgent spiritual needs are to be encouraged and surrounded by strong Christians, and especially have pastoral covering (in other words accountability and deliverance/agreement prayers) but my fellowship with other are very poor, so I am alone all the time, except when I go to church (twice/week) or go visit my mother/brothers who have not come to Christ yet.
 
This is not to blame anyone, but only myself. However, my surroundings affect me greatly, and I have such a hard time to find someone who would be willing to be by my side. I have spoken of this to my pastor and his wife (they are young born-again Christians) and a few other elders of the Hmong local church. They and my church indeed prayed for me a lot, which helped me of course but my life at home away from believers is the trap (no accountability - no one calls me and we do not hang out outside of church), which is very sad. I have a younger sister who just got married. Her husband is Holy Spirit-filled but we have a poor relationship where I am the one who always call her and want to get together with them.
 
Enough said about others. I have many evil spirits/demons at work in me. I find it hard to kneel and pray anymore. Also, my Faith has diminished with time, which I am very scared of because I know it is because I choose to do other useless things and do not spend time in the presence of God anymore, especially the Secret Place. I am very scared that Hebrew 6:4-8 applies to me. I  lost my desire to read the Bible and worship God. I have a very hard time to pray. All I do is praising God, but I do not know to say or express my other prayerful inspiration, which is very very frustrating. I am afraid I will not make it to Heaven and am a fake believer.
 
I just want to go far away and be with an on-fire church, like yours to focus on repenting and seeking God, which I try to do here but keep stumbling every day. I am tired, restless, and have no spiritual and physical strength even though I work out, but that is life without the Holy Spirit. I learned that the hard way.
 
Yes, please pray continually for me for a surrendered, receiving heart for God, and especially warfare prayers as I get constantly get attacked.
 
Thank you for reading. Please let me know if the Lord might put anything on your heart.
 
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